Monday Blues

I have had such a crazy week and a busy weekend work wise and even though I have tried really hard to eat only what I should,I have had a couple of drinks and am quiet sure that I have not lost enough weight this past week and the clock is ticking towards the date I need to have lost 5 kilograms or face 45 strokes from HH and on top of that a caning /spanking of undetermined strokes from sluttyboi... I am petrified of what will happen and have been having flashes of what my bottom is going to look like and the rest of me...

My bottom blue...

I am feeling more than a little blue knowing that my bottom and other bits are going to be blue ....that is a blue little bottom after 6 or so...

What happens after 45 ? We know what happens after 28....

so I may just feel blue emotionally at this time, but I am getting the distinct feeling that I am going to literally be blue as well.... I really need to get more exercise and not drink....

Painfully punished!

It has been approximately 8 hours since my punishment and the slow burning heat has not subsided. My fanny ( and I must mention that on this side of the pond , a fanny is not one's bottom, it is one of the other spankable spots on a naughty girl) is still glowing and to think it was not even spanked.

Master had kept an eye on my Easter weekend shenanigans, followed my blog and read my daily reports ( I thought they were pithy , he disagrees - obviously hence today's punishment). and probably sat gleefully watching me participate in my own demise. I was on time for our daily chat and greeted him all smiley and was met with a calm sweet Master who greeted me and immediately started by saying " I am not angry with you ....."  . " Your punishment shall be at 9:00 UK time" and then proceeded to give me a long list of items that should be ready and laid out on my bed as He and another invited guest would be watching me apply my punishment on camera. And my punishment was to be done by me to myself since I did such a great job of getting myself into this mess !

Some of the items on my list were as follows :-

• Pull up clamps ( nipple clamps joined by a very short piece of string and when applied , pull up , the sadist version of a Wonderbra)
• Candles
• Tabasco Sauce
• Icy Blue Horse Gel
• Large Buttplug
• Largest Dildo
• Hairbrush
• Wooden Clothes Hanger
• Strap
• Ice cubes
•  and a couple of other items...as I sit here I cannot remember since they were not used today, the were just part of the misdirection.

As yesterday dragged along I was getting more and more anxious as I know my Master, when he is this calm, I am going to get it GOOD! He never punishes me in anger, his punishments are meted out in the calmest most precise fashion ever, which in my opinion make them so lethal.

I am sure you all have seen my well bound and spanked breasts from my weekend postings. I had wide eyed and busy tailed started chatting with another dominant and had started off all pious and sweet and had in my lustful boredom become bolder and had dafter and had gleefully spanked my breasts to a lite puce colour in Master absence...all the while sending these short pithy mails telling Master everything I was getting up too, full well knowing that I would have to pay the piper somewhere down the line....

Two days later this is what I look like!

Thus we find ourselves on a bright chilly morning at 9:00 UK time, 10 :00 South African time in a conference video call , Master, Sir X and brat. Me, all clean , brave little face on equipment assembled waiting for what was to happen.

I had expected that sine I had spanked my breasts that I would be getting another spanking of sorts and was prepared for some spanking ... but NOOOOOOO, Master had dreamt up another perverted painful punishment.

First things first , we were welcomed by Master thanking us all for joining him with him outlining my sins and transgressions..

ohhhh must run need more barrier cream and calming chamomile for my glow in the dark fanny.....

rest to follow in an hour.......  pardon me but it is on fire!

Be back later , next post up at about 10 pmSouth African time... need a soothing bath, dinner and a handful of aspirin!

Punishment done for today!

Wanted Urgently!

Ohhhh my soul, my fanny is on fire....;it is literally glowing. I am sure a satellite or infrared goggles will pick it up.... it is bright red and radiating heat.... something to do with a freshly shaven fanny, a hairbrush and icy gel mixed with Tabasco.

When I actually pull myself together enough later I will describe my morning punishment and my mortification as Master had invited a guest to view it on camera. Suffice to say I feel Masters touch in detail on my very very raw and tender fanny as I sit here.

Lesson well and truly learnt... will not be doing that again soon...it has been a very longtime that I have felt the results of a punishment to this degree. Not much spanking took place as I had been spanked to a degree of numbness the weekend, self inflicted in my naughtiness.

More later today of what actually happened, new use for a hairbrush.

And if I can actually focus long enough to load a picture there will be a picture of a red glowing fanny.

Oooooooouuuuuuuchhhhhhhhhhhh ! It hurts so much , soft cotton pantie day and dresses could not imagine having to wear jeans or pants on my tender bits.

Back later for descriptive blog, cannot think straight enough to do justice to my punishment now.

Naughty Girl's Tits spanked and punished!

Since I have been so naughty and it is holidays , I have been instructed to self spank and punish my tits today on camera! Naughty girls cannot and should not escape punishment . Since no one is around to discipline me I was instructed to punish myself to remind me of what will be coming soon!

Pink after spanking with strap!

I must say it is even more degrading when one has to punish yourself ( and best you do it well ,or the real punishment is going to be so much worse) . I was told to spank each tit with the strap 20 times! It turned all pink and was burning. Then each nipple received a good 50 strokes. Owwwwww that hurt , it started off burning but fast developed into a sharp searing pain. Doing the second nipple was agony as I knew what each stroke was going to feel like from doing nipple number one and I had to do it with the same vigour as number one.

Messy but tight as instructed!

I had hoped that would be it but NO.... self bondage was next on the cards... the instruction was tight. Now if you have ever tried to tie yourself with a long piece of rope you would know this is a difficult task. Under normal circumstances tying a breast is a challenge to get the rope to hold around the breast, doing it to yourself is even trickier .

Tightly tied with a mark or two!

I felt and still feel like such a cheap tart for doing this to myself (much pleasure was taken from seeing me do this to myself with many a lewd comment about what a absolute tarty naughty girl I am). The rope work is messy but tight.

As my breasts start going red and slightly blue I am instructed to give each breast anotherr good 20 strokes with the strap. Ouch ouch ouch ouch... NO please no more!

But alas, I have been naughty and pouty and have even been rather cocky about it in my blog and need to pay! As a final little delight ( not to me, I may say!) some nice tight washing pegs needed to be added into the mix.

Owwwwwwwwww! Ashamed that I actually obeyed and did this to myself?

I am writing my blog as I sit here, tits tied tight, spanked well and pegs on. Each movement is agony and typing ensures that the pegs wiggle and pinch more. Another 30 minutes of this and the bondage stays on until at least one person has commented on the posting... as there is a general feeling that I have been looking for sympathy and been bratty!

Each movement adds to the agony !

Soon I am going to be begging to be released from my punishment... it hurts...so much! And this is not even my real punishment... ooooooooouuuuuuucccchhhhh! If this is what the taster and teaser is like, what is the real deal going to be like? I shudder to think!