The bloody clock again......

The weekend report will continue later today as I have all week , however it is punishment night tonight and I am all nervous as all hell again! The waiting and the ever increasing nervousness and rising panic... that always precedes a punishment session!

28 with the cane from HH and a pre caning warm up spanking with who knows what ? I know for certain it will not be HH's hand... I fear the paddle or the tawse will be the implement of choice and after my fine strapping of Sunday ( in the next sluttySir feedback) I have more than a dastardly fear of the strap/tawse...

It has been months since my last punishment session and I am more than nervous about tonight as the feedback from Raven is that she can hardly sit today and needed to sleep on her tummy last night...

ohhhh please let mine be less severe....

More later as my nerves really kick in and last weekend feedback at about 10pm mine tonight!

Naughty Girl's Tits spanked and punished!

Since I have been so naughty and it is holidays , I have been instructed to self spank and punish my tits today on camera! Naughty girls cannot and should not escape punishment . Since no one is around to discipline me I was instructed to punish myself to remind me of what will be coming soon!

Pink after spanking with strap!

I must say it is even more degrading when one has to punish yourself ( and best you do it well ,or the real punishment is going to be so much worse) . I was told to spank each tit with the strap 20 times! It turned all pink and was burning. Then each nipple received a good 50 strokes. Owwwwww that hurt , it started off burning but fast developed into a sharp searing pain. Doing the second nipple was agony as I knew what each stroke was going to feel like from doing nipple number one and I had to do it with the same vigour as number one.

Messy but tight as instructed!

I had hoped that would be it but NO.... self bondage was next on the cards... the instruction was tight. Now if you have ever tried to tie yourself with a long piece of rope you would know this is a difficult task. Under normal circumstances tying a breast is a challenge to get the rope to hold around the breast, doing it to yourself is even trickier .

Tightly tied with a mark or two!

I felt and still feel like such a cheap tart for doing this to myself (much pleasure was taken from seeing me do this to myself with many a lewd comment about what a absolute tarty naughty girl I am). The rope work is messy but tight.

As my breasts start going red and slightly blue I am instructed to give each breast anotherr good 20 strokes with the strap. Ouch ouch ouch ouch... NO please no more!

But alas, I have been naughty and pouty and have even been rather cocky about it in my blog and need to pay! As a final little delight ( not to me, I may say!) some nice tight washing pegs needed to be added into the mix.

Owwwwwwwwww! Ashamed that I actually obeyed and did this to myself?

I am writing my blog as I sit here, tits tied tight, spanked well and pegs on. Each movement is agony and typing ensures that the pegs wiggle and pinch more. Another 30 minutes of this and the bondage stays on until at least one person has commented on the posting... as there is a general feeling that I have been looking for sympathy and been bratty!

Each movement adds to the agony !

Soon I am going to be begging to be released from my punishment... it hurts...so much! And this is not even my real punishment... ooooooooouuuuuuucccchhhhh! If this is what the taster and teaser is like, what is the real deal going to be like? I shudder to think!

What to wear or not wear ?

As any woman will tell you, it takes hours of planning to select the perfect outfit for an occasion. For some of us it takes multiple outfits in the morning to even get out the door for work. So why should it be any different when it comes to planning what to wear to a punishment session.

Dress the part

It has been some time since I last received a spanking or a caning and tomorrow's punishment session for me is a rather big one, and I am being punished along with my naughty little boy at the Headmaster's office. And since I have been a naughty little girl I feel the need to dress appropriately for the event ( I am a matching shoes and handbag kind of girl on any given day). And I have been trolling around on the web looking at spanking picture galleries and the naughty school girl look abounds. Now I do not own a plaid skirt and I have misplaced my knee socks ( I cannot find them for love or money) so what am I to wear?

Unless I want to be completely bare from the waist down for my punishment session tomorrow a skirt is definitely under consideration, a nice flirty little skirt that can be flipped up over my back ( a pencil skirt will not do ) and soft panties ( no scratchy lace, for obvious reasons) .

HH commented on my earlier posting and suggested that I forgo the panties completely as they were just going to come off in any case. However I think there is something smutty and very humiliating about having to pull my panties down and have them around my knees during my spanking and the caning that will be following after. Not to mention the feelings evoked in me at the thought of standing in the corner , skirt tucked in the waist band , panties at my knees , hands on my head bare spanked bottom on show while my little boy receives his caning.

On display!

21 hours and counting and tension is starting to coil up within me, I am afraid and nervous and excited, all jittery. I am more apprehensive of the spanking than I am of the caning, yet I also know the caning is going to smart like nobodies business. It is taking forever, on the one hand I wish time would just fly and I could have it all over and done with and on the other hand I wish it would creep along slowly , so slowly that my punishment does not arrive.

And worst,I still have no idea what to wear... each outfit thus far selected has not quiet felt right.... maybe I should select the shoes for the session first?

Yes , shoes it is, I think I will be wearing these! Now maybe the rest will follow!

Shoes to be spanked in

Next time: Who knows if I will be able to write a complete sentence by then as I will be so tense counting the minutes till the appointed hour.