The bloody clock again......

The weekend report will continue later today as I have all week , however it is punishment night tonight and I am all nervous as all hell again! The waiting and the ever increasing nervousness and rising panic... that always precedes a punishment session!

28 with the cane from HH and a pre caning warm up spanking with who knows what ? I know for certain it will not be HH's hand... I fear the paddle or the tawse will be the implement of choice and after my fine strapping of Sunday ( in the next sluttySir feedback) I have more than a dastardly fear of the strap/tawse...

It has been months since my last punishment session and I am more than nervous about tonight as the feedback from Raven is that she can hardly sit today and needed to sleep on her tummy last night...

ohhhh please let mine be less severe....

More later as my nerves really kick in and last weekend feedback at about 10pm mine tonight!

sluttyboi and sluttymiss.... a switch to sluttySir

It has been at least a year since I have physically submitted to a dominant other than my Master. Besides HH to whom I regularly go for a nice caning and spanking ( and who I need to see this week still to repay my betting debts) I have not physically felt much in the way of pain or hard use!

I must pay off my debt of 28 strokes with the cane before the weekend!

Part of my arrangement with sluttyboi ( usually a very dominant Alpha male) is that I will switch with him and he will have full access to use me as he wishes. We have been talking about this very big moment for months and he has mercilessly teased and taunted me for weeks on end and I had reached a point of bursting to feel what he could do and what he would be like to submit to .. so with great eagerness and probably if I am honest an obscene amount of haste I had rushed through my time dominating him ( my sincere apologies sluttyboi, I will certainly do better next time) for me to be able to satisfy my by now out of control lust for pain and humiliation!

As sunset on Saturday approached I was getting more and more antsy and edgy , becoming very nervous at the prospect of submitting to the man I had earlier abused albeit very gently ( if you consider a finger up the rectum lubricated with icy hot arnica gel,  whilst your dick is more that snugly taped with duct tape, gentle).

sluttyboi has a very calm determined air about him and had gleefully been selecting toys to use on me all day. As it happened I was sitting in the middle of the bed, dressed in my little skirt and camouflage top when the appointed hour came to make the switch.

Being a perfect gentleman sluttyboi offered me a glass of wine and announced the switch was now being made and that I was now the submissive and he would be getting dressed as it would not work for him to try and dominate me whilst he was in a state of undress.

all pretty....

Getting more nervous by the moment I sat on the bed sipping my wine watching the ritual of him getting dressed taking control quietly and making me more nervous by the minute. Slowly he started selecting toys one by one for use on me laying them out. Quiet the selection all bright and colourful , rows and rows of pegs,toy upon toy and metres and metres of rope.

all sorts... one for each purpose!

sluttySir made me participate in the preparation of the room by assisting in getting the ropes into position to tie me down later in the proceedings and in between let me sip my wine. One by one he had me present my limbs to him to put on the leather wrist and ankle cuffs. It surprised me how easily I fell into the role of submissive and how naturally I presented myself to him ( I should have paid attention and ran away when I still could)

Later ..... what happens once the room is prepared ( quick bath time) see you in about 1 hour!

Naughty Girl's Tits spanked and punished!

Since I have been so naughty and it is holidays , I have been instructed to self spank and punish my tits today on camera! Naughty girls cannot and should not escape punishment . Since no one is around to discipline me I was instructed to punish myself to remind me of what will be coming soon!

Pink after spanking with strap!

I must say it is even more degrading when one has to punish yourself ( and best you do it well ,or the real punishment is going to be so much worse) . I was told to spank each tit with the strap 20 times! It turned all pink and was burning. Then each nipple received a good 50 strokes. Owwwwww that hurt , it started off burning but fast developed into a sharp searing pain. Doing the second nipple was agony as I knew what each stroke was going to feel like from doing nipple number one and I had to do it with the same vigour as number one.

Messy but tight as instructed!

I had hoped that would be it but NO.... self bondage was next on the cards... the instruction was tight. Now if you have ever tried to tie yourself with a long piece of rope you would know this is a difficult task. Under normal circumstances tying a breast is a challenge to get the rope to hold around the breast, doing it to yourself is even trickier .

Tightly tied with a mark or two!

I felt and still feel like such a cheap tart for doing this to myself (much pleasure was taken from seeing me do this to myself with many a lewd comment about what a absolute tarty naughty girl I am). The rope work is messy but tight.

As my breasts start going red and slightly blue I am instructed to give each breast anotherr good 20 strokes with the strap. Ouch ouch ouch ouch... NO please no more!

But alas, I have been naughty and pouty and have even been rather cocky about it in my blog and need to pay! As a final little delight ( not to me, I may say!) some nice tight washing pegs needed to be added into the mix.

Owwwwwwwwww! Ashamed that I actually obeyed and did this to myself?

I am writing my blog as I sit here, tits tied tight, spanked well and pegs on. Each movement is agony and typing ensures that the pegs wiggle and pinch more. Another 30 minutes of this and the bondage stays on until at least one person has commented on the posting... as there is a general feeling that I have been looking for sympathy and been bratty!

Each movement adds to the agony !

Soon I am going to be begging to be released from my punishment... it hurts...so much! And this is not even my real punishment... ooooooooouuuuuuucccchhhhh! If this is what the taster and teaser is like, what is the real deal going to be like? I shudder to think!